Ya but don't forget that you are not an island!
I'm lazy I like to be dependant on someone and just not
bother sometimes
I have no one to depend on. When I had fireman, I was
happy because I thought that if something untoward happened to me
and I had to be hospitalised, he will surely turn up to visit me
with hugs, kisses, and roses. 
And I was also thinking, now that I had fireman, I have someone to
help me change my bathroom light bulb and fix the furniture and I
have someone to cook for and share my life with. I won't be
so alone anymore. I think a few of my colleagues were very
happy for me too because they saw how cheerful I had
become.
Surprisingly, when the 'axe' fell, I was numb, not surprised,
and anyways, before he broke up with me, I had already hinted about
breaking up with him the week before! 
Weird
stuff! 
I do wish I had a guy with a good brain for numbers and who is
financially saavy, so I don't have to wreck my brains over savings
and investment issues. 
I have
to do everything by myself, and there are stuff that are
traditionally a man's role, that I'd rather not take on, but have
no choice. 
